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Black Sheep

by Matt Moran

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1.
Scarecrow 03:08
Snub nose in the closet, six in the cylinder It's always nights like these when I think of her Shoot my way out of this town, fill up my gas can Burn the whole thing down and run like the wind Cause I'm tired of being a scarecrow Tired of being a prop I'm tired of being a fable for the shepherd and his flock I'm tired of being a black sheep instead of a man But most of all I'm tired of who I am '57 Chevy and a bottle of crown Probably make the state line before I burn this engine down I know they'll set up road blocks, try to spike my tires But I won't slow down till my soul expires Cause I'm tired of being a scarecrow Tired of being a prop I'm tired of being a fable for the shepherd and his flock I'm tired of being a black sheep instead of a man But most of all I'm tired of who I am Snub nose in the closet, six in the cylinder It's nights like these when I think of her
2.
I'm just a thrift store cowboy Looking for his drug store gal I've got songs a dime a dozen I'd trade 'em all for a fistful of pills I've seen New York City Been to Dallas-Fort Worth Drank sarsaparilla in Amarillo And I know just how much a heart can hurt I've been looking for a home For a place that never was I've learned all these trains can take you Anywhere but where you love Some might call me a drifter I wouldn't say that they're wrong Some might call me a grifter I'd just call me alone
3.
See the flashing red and blue there behind me Pull over to the side of the road I hope he knows what he's getting into Hope he knows I ain't gonna go Back to the hell they call prison Ain't going back without a fight But I don't want to hurt no one's family Don't want to take nobody's life Every day we make decisions We all got to find our own voice But when it comes down to life and to death Sometimes you ain't got a choice So I hope he knows what he's getting into I hope he knows I ain't gonna go Back to that hell they call prison I'd rather die here in the snow
4.
Dry County 03:10
We were smoking our last cigarette On the night before you left And I didn't have a clue We were talking 'bout getting out Heading down somewhere south Houston or maybe Baton Rouge You said you were tired of being a waitress At the Cafe Blue Moon Where it's fifty miles from the nearest bar or Sixty to the liquor store With no way to get out of this town We'd end up on some lost highway or Busted flat on the interstate Trying to thumb some old diesel down You said some days you get tired of being a townie Living in this dry county Well it's Friday night and there's nothing to do but Sit around and think about you Wonder if you made it to the coast Did you meet somebody new? Did you ever get that tattoo? I don't know cause you ain't called or wrote Your daddy said you got above your raising Think he's just jealous of you Cause it's fifty miles from the nearest bar or Sixty to the liquor store With no way to get out of this town We'd end up on some lost highway or Busted flat on the interstate Trying to thumb some old diesel down Some days I get tired of being a townie Living in this dry county
5.
El Camino 03:35
I am headed to Nebraska in a dark brown El Camino My father left to me when he let out for Reno For another pack of smokes that never seemed to find its way home My mother took it hard, I's took young to understand My uncle did his best to lend a helping hand But some things you can't overcome Some things they just grind you into dust I called you up my brother on a Sunday afternoon Hoping you would answer but I know you never do Cause ghosts don't answer telephones and they don't accept collect calls I didn't say goodbye, Delilah didn't get a letter Didn't wanna make her cry, she knows I know better People fade into your life and then one day they fade back out Once I read a book when I was just the age fourteen 'Bout a wealthy Spanish man who lived inside his dreams At the time it seemed so foolish, but nothing now seems foolish to me So I'm headed to Nebraska in a dark brown El Camino With a half a tank of gas, a crack in the windshield I am headed for the sun, headed of the edge of the world
6.
Winter Songs 03:21
She was an Oklahoma boy born to a Baptist convoy They always though it was a ploy for making some kind of teenage noise She was so angry with God for making her the way that she was They never gave a second thought until the day that she got lost She always sang winter songs She always sang them all summer long I always dream she's in San Fransisco, out there discovering her soul And that she'll finally admit you can't be angry with something if that something don't exist Now I don't know what to do, I guess sometimes we're just born to lose It gets so hard facing the truth when the truth don't give a shit about you She always sang winter songs She always sang them all summer long
7.
Rivertown 03:40
Welcome to Rivertown, only gas for thirty miles 'round Last turned card in a dead end deal Where farmers drink Mexican beer, bitch about the price of steer And we all try to keep our heads down I might be breaking the law, but it ain't my fault I'm just trying to get along In a town where you can't get a job cause everyone knows who your daddy was And nothing and worth nothing but it still ain't free Nothing ain't worth nothing but it's something to me Welcome to Rivertown where when you fall down Well you always scrape your knees Football games every Friday night, church bells and Sunday drives But some of us ain't worth being saved I might be breaking the law, but it ain't my fault I'm just trying to get along In a town where you can't get a job cause everyone knows who your daddy was And nothing and worth nothing but it still ain't free Nothing ain't worth nothing but it's something to me Sometimes I look up at the sky searching for answers in the night Searching for something to make it real I'll gas up that old Chevrolet, leave black marks down Main Or I'll tear up some old farmer's field I might be breaking the law, but it ain't my fault I'm just trying to get along In a town where you can't get a job cause everyone knows who your daddy was And nothing and worth nothing but it still ain't free Nothing ain't worth nothing but it's something to me
8.
Jenny 03:12
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I know some people don't like Drinking in honky tonk dives Where time seems to slow to a crawl But me I don't mind at all I sit here and ease my mind The bartender knows just what I like Cause whiskey makes me miss you And gin makes me sing the blues Tequila makes me spit fire And vodka makes me a liar And rum it makes me want to have fun Don't go thinking I'm fine Or you never cross my mind Cause when I start to recall She pours me something that's tall And I stick a tip in her jar For not letting me get too far Cause whiskey makes me miss you And gin makes me sing the blues Tequila makes me spit fire And vodka makes me a liar And rum it makes me want to have fun So stick a quarter in the jukebox And put on some old George Jones And I'll take a chance and ask her to dance With me for just one song Cause whiskey makes me miss you And gin makes me sing the blues Tequila makes me spit fire And vodka makes me a liar And rum it makes me want to have fun
10.
I felt a crack in the earth Nothing I can say will stop this hurt Nothing stops this voice in my head So pass the Loritabs and cigarettes Honey we could start to face the truth Or we could do what we always do And I could take you dancing And you could take me home Wind up in the same place That we've been all along Or we could park this truck And find out who we are See if we've got the guts To be more than falling stars Or I could take you dancing And you could take me home Wind up in the same bed but all alone I can't stop this rain from coming in We have got to pay for our sins Water's rising up above the porch God sent a flood to our front door Honey we could start to face the truth Or we could do what we always do And I could take you dancing And you could take me home Wind up in the same place That we've been all along Or we could park this truck And find out who we are See if we've got the guts To be more than falling stars Or I could take you dancing And you could take me home Wind up in the same bed but all alone

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Recorded to four track cassette at my home in November 2020.
Mixed and mastered in November 2020.

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released November 25, 2020

Written, performed, recorded, mixed, and mastered by Matt Moran.

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Matt Moran & the Palominos make existential country music.

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